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January 24, 2012
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"Dammit…Don't go…"

A plead.

I can't leave. I have nowhere to go.


Sobs. Dry, broken ones that shake his entire body.

"Feli…I'm so sorry…" A gasping breath. "I never…It was never supposed to go this far, this was never supposed to happen…"

I say nothing because I have nothing to say. All those people, dead…

"Feli!" A shout. He removes his hands from his face, and those steely cold blues are burning red now. "You have to believe me! I never wanted this…"

Those steely blues, looking up at me with a helplessness that terrifies me.

"I believe you," I say. But I don't know if I do.

A sort of strangled sound in the back of his throat. He pulls me down to him, and now we're together on our knees. With a gasp he buries his face into my shirt and his body begins convulsing again with a new round of lamentations. Half of me wants to comfort him, and half is repulsed. The hands clutching at my clothes are still stained crimson. Almost all of him is bathed in that hideous scarlet…it makes bile rise in the back of my throat…


You're supposed to be stronger than me. You're supposed to be better than me.

"I didn't mean to…I didn't want to…"

But you can't bring them back, can you?
yeah, i promised no more short fics.

i lied.

this is tiny, just 10 kb, but i might continue it. i like to think about how germany must have felt after WWII, when he realized that millions people had died because of him. and i like to think about how italy would react to this new germany.

i haven't decided if this is gerita or not, but it could be :)
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northsaare Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for making Italy lucid.
It's so well written.
supergeek17 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I've always assumed that Germany was never aware of what was going on "at home" during WWII, so the after-the-fact knowledge would have been a devastating blow. This captures, in words, something I've never been able to verbalize-- the anguish and the hurt felt by Germany, and by Italy in response-- in such a short form, and I have to give you so much credit for that.
Z0MGedELR1C Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I almost thought this was HetaOni :iconwahplz:
ninjabunny1 Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2012
nah, just wwii fic uwu
IvanRussiaBraglinski Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
PLEASE GERITA!!! *hugs* pwetty pweaz?
ninjabunny1 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012
ha. maybe :P
IvanRussiaBraglinski Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
Tribal-Girl Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012
So epically awesome...... I love it.
ninjabunny1 Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2012
thank you :D
mymelo Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2012  Student General Artist
Oh my god... its ... Its beautiful... I.. this... it.... .......shit I'm crying...
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